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They're gone...

Mon Jul 13, 2009, 9:47 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
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  • Eating: skone
  • Drinking: iced coffee
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My aunt uncle and two favorite cousins ever are gone...It seem so unreal...

No more family outings
No more random dinner parties
No more trips to Tahoe
No more cousinly love hugs (inside joke)
No more "Daughter they've never had.."

And what really got me into tears was remembering that I was on a trip the last day we were here... I didn't have fun that day, even though I was on vacation.

I'm crying while writing this, tears are hitting my keyboard and I don't even care. Dean and Hunter were my buddies, more than friends than cousins I think... and now I'll only get to see them at the most three times a year... a year is a long time to be away from best friends... :tears:

I'm looking at photos of them, laughing and remembering all the fun goofy times we had. And sure, there'll be more of that in the future for sure, no matter how far away they are. But still... they lived really close to us, I mean me and my brother would walk there to see them whenever we got bored and we'd hang out almost all afternoon and maybe even eat dinner over there.

Whenever we go to dinners at my grandmas house we'll be reminded that they're in Washington, we're in California.

I didn't even get to say a proper goodbye... I called them but still, it isn't the same. I felt so horrible when I remembered I wouldn't be there to say my last goodbyes.. Sigh..

Guess I have nothing else to say.. night guys.

-Izzeh

PS: Yes the cousin I'm referring to is ~deankeckXD and yeah we have our disagreements, and he can kinda be a snob sometimes, but he's still my best friend and I'll miss him and his little brother a whole lot... and my aunt was like a second mother to me, I could always talk to her whenever my mom was on a trip or something.. that's all.. bye.

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:iconpikapelt:
Ooh, I'm soo sorry about your cousins and their parents :cling:

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Yeah but I'm also happy for them too a bit, y'know? They'll be a lot happier in Washington

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Yeah, I understand. =)

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oh my god you gave me a scare for a second there.i thought they had died!like in an accident or something!im so relieved!
but it is sad that they will be moving away!i know how you must feel!:hug:

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I got a little worried there D: I thought something terribly terribly awful happened at first.

But,as you said, They'll be happier in Washington, and you should cherish the time you can spend with them :)
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Yeah I guess you're right, it was fun and it'll be fun whenever we get to see them ;)

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Yah a lot of people keep saying that...aheh whoopseii XD And thanks Charlie :hug:

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lol well its a common mistake?its horrible how i thought the worst.sorry!D:
no problem ^-^

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haha it's ok

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